Jerry already likes Ilya (more than all the other targets, I even think Ilya is end game) Jerry thinking he should avoid Ilya is what worries me, the guide book said Ilya grew up lonely and that's what messed him up, but Ilya didn't grow up lonely, he had Jerry. Jerry needs to realize that the guide book is not a prophecy, I mean half the shit in it, didn't actually happen.
fr I dont get why he still wants to believe the content of the book, when he knew damn well that he already changed the story
For the plot, I guess ? I mean, what's a BL without some unnecessary misunderstandings and angst...
Why does it seem like Jerry is gonna force himself to like Ilya to avoid everyone death. However, if he does sincerely like ilya not bc of the future he saw then that good. I feel like Jerry knowing the future kind of force him to do things he doesn't like. I think it would have been better if he doesn't know the future ending. Just saying.