yes ! i think so too.. like from what ive mentioned she already stated that she and cayena have similar characters so she must have been subconsciously acting like shes the real cayena now that shes also living the role. i think i jus got used to other reincarnation manhwas where fls would refer to the body’s past life with the real owner’s name e.g “toot is (og name)’s nanny when she was a child,” where in this case, she refers to her nanny like “my nanny from childhood,” which ultimately gave me the vibe of someone living their 2nd life.. anyhow, im just rambling a bunch of nonsense and enjoying the manhwa so far so
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She is guys. It's the case like Doctor Elise where she was a villain in her first life, a regular person in her second and then she returns to her first life again and does it all over again the right way. That's why in the first chapters she's says that she can't believe it's happening "again" because all the memories came flooding in because they are all her own it's just that sometimes she speaks in a third person to ground her sense of rationality.
im only up to chapter 17 but somehow it feels like there was never a reincarnation that happened, rather, its more like the real cayena hill got the chance to live again and become a bamf. idk if that makes sense tho i just feel like it with the way shes acting like cayena’s past is her own. well, ill try to understand sisnce she did say that she and cayena are very similar b4 her reincarnation ... RAPHAEL ლ(´ڡ`ლ)