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It was a nightmare

So we see him at the beginning of story after getting it off of prison. We didn't know at the time that Director (not ML) basically b planned their meeting at that place because he saw how Hajoon cared about our MC. (I mean funny way of showing it, but MC had to have been protected in prison otherwise his ass woulda been pa pa pa'd)

This author wove this story full of flashbacks breaking in between the present. The MC would constantly remember the kindness and care that the ML showed him in the past while he was supposed to take revenge. MC's whole life is just manipulated where he can't forget being loved by ML, so he gives up his revenge, but the Director, who used and enabled him towards his revenge, decided to drug him with sleeping pills and have his way with him before pretending to be a good guy and take him home. (Gotta treat your knives right if you want that to do the dirty work

ML knows what happened because of the watch they placed on MC earlier (ML's actual Secretary talked about it) so ML gets mad and drugs MC to be more sensitive in his office then blindfolds him and makes Director and other guys come into the office. (Only Director is staring at them, others are turned around and can only hear.)

Everyone else is dismissed after MC cries about why does ML have to humiliate him like that, but Director is ordered to stay. MC had to give ML blowjob while he taunts the Director. Director punches ML and MC takes the opportunity to stab ML in the back with a broken piece of glass. Director told him to run, and ML said if he leaves, he better hide or he'll never let him go once he catches him.

MC ends up deciding to run, but is again haunted by the only happy memories in his life of the past when he and ML were in that house together. (I mean Father and Mother seemed to be absent a lot.

He takes a taxi and goes far away to the remote town, and lives there for at least half a year when (now ex-) Director goes running to find him after an argument with ML who was able to get away from being in trouble with the law. Director tries to get MC to go away with him, but MC is not having it as he is (surprise!) once again missing those happy days. MC went home after work. (not sure if it was the same day or a little later. But I feel like ML used Ex- Director guy to find MC. He's the manipulation king after all) He tried to sleep, but couldn't due to being overwhelmed by the guilt of his choices. He starts to wonders if he screwed up his own life and takes a walk outside only to see You-Know-Who smoking outside (oops not Voldy) Then ML whisks him away from that remote town to his house to carry out his wicked fantasies (MC is probably stuck in the black room now. Never to be heard from again unless ML wants to "be nice" and take him outside for fresh air. Illusions of more kindness)

(I mean, I'm pretty sure the letter he saw was not the letter the red headed lady sent, but still not sure why ML wanted her dead? It seemed like he made MC think she was a horrible person. I kept hoping she was before that, so he didn't accidentally kill the person who also showed him some kindness. Ah

Ah, I wonder if he was already very passive of the ML that he wanted to be the only kind person in his eyes, so he has the lady he didn't really care about die to bind MC to him with happy memories (⊙…⊙ )

thank you so much for the explanation ヾ(☆▽☆)

No problem! Lol, I had just binge read it. I might have gotten off topic a lil at some points ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~