Black Lotus
That's not yaoi.......no Point in reading that!!!
Waterside Night is this trope done correctly. It’s literally perfect and is exactly what you’re looking for. Added bonus is that the seme’s arc is actually good.
Other stories that might suit your taste where the seme suffers and regrets what they did to the uke:
Walk on Water
Limited run
Mobius strip
Love me doctor
Hit on by a kinky guy (seme is actually pathetic lmao)
My perverted stalker (another pathetic seme)
Royal Servant
Love Sick Dog
Mr 100% perfect (both couples but mostly the second couple)
Painter of the night (not on mgg)
Palace of Bardo (king was a psycho that tortured the Uke. They’re both reincarnated. But Uke remembers everything. Idk if he cries and begs but the king learning…not to torture? Is a big part of the story iirc)
That’s all I can think of rn
Literally waterside night is my favorite of all time
I just realised my comment gets perfectly cut off so make sure u clicked the [+] because I put a ton of recommendations underneath. Dunno if u checked.
Ya I saw them thank you!!! I’ve read them all sigh but they’re all so good palace of bardo was one of my favs
Damn u must really like this trope!! Well then it’s your turn. If you know any I didn’t include let me know because I want to read it. I also love this trope
Escape ray, and no arguing with mr.mo have some angst to it
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Legs the won’t walk or something like that, it’s sooooo good
Someone give me recommendations like this the angst is so good I love when they regret and cry and the bottom makes them cry and worry it’s just my fave I need more ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ