hello help if u know!

I’ve been trying to find this manga, it’s where a guy hasn’t been intimate w someone so he goes to a sex hotel? he meets a guy and the uke expect something sexual but the seme actually just wants to holds hands? idk they don’t do anything sexual but just like cuddle/ talk? ik it was kinda bittersweet and ik uke had a sad past, idk remember much pls if u have any idea lmk!