Ever be in a cycle of reading manwhas, then liking them, then realise their still ongoing/...

sorryyy I wanted to like not dislike (〒﹏〒)

I've been hurt too much that now I check if its ongoing, save it and let it marinate for a few months before i start it

samee I've made a special list for them called "want to read after 30+ chps"

The struggle is real