can you explained this one way bonding? I know there's a raw novel if I wish to read, but I don't think I could read it even with google translate since my internet is not that fast to upload it, even now I'm using vpn T___T, I don't mind spoiler, I love the uke and I thought seme is a kind guy, but some dear reader her also told me that he is a jerk in the past, but I'm only know the majority of it, not the detailed one, this one way bonding is another example that I wished to know? is the seme get some consequences since he's regressed the time?
walking on eggshell? he surely has poker face if his mind really in chaos, I could see he's tensed up when the uke saw that pistol the first time, but IDK, people say he's a jerk, but I meant, did this life he's atoning good? I meant, what kind of consequences did he faced from the past? I don't mind a teeny bit spoiler if you please (≧∀≦)
In the first timeline Ido's brother raped uke, then uke fled to his own apartment. Ido found him and smelling another alpha on him went crazy, marked and raped uke. This all happened almost on the same day. After all of this Sejin was kind of ignored and confined in the house. Then later uke found out he's pregnant and he didn't know who's father. This was the last straw, so he went to the studio, took that gun and waited for Ido while sitting on the couch. When seme came and saw Sejin, uke shot himself and bled to death on Idos arms. This is from Sejin's pov.
From Ido's pov we see, that when he marked uke they formed one - sided bond on Ido's side, so he tried to stay out of Sejin's way, cause he felt very guilty from what he did and deep fear through the bond. In short that fear Sejin felt for Ido overshadowed ukes feelings of depression and abandonment even longing for human warm in this bond.
About the baby, Ido knew he's the father.
After Sejin's suicide Ido didn't last long and killed himself same way as uke. All these intense feelings were not erased, they stayed with Ido in this second chance, even now that one - sided bond showed to seme what Sejin was feeling.
goodness that's crazy Σ(っ°Д °;)っ, I mean, if he knew what sejin felt why not sit things right at that moment, the uke is already felt rock to the bottom, the silent treatment just fastened his mind to suicide, the seme felt regretful but at the same time what he's got in 1st timeline is karma on himself, I think you're right on his suffering, I bet that he's also having a trauma from it not just the uke having nightmare ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
oh my, he's redeeming himself in his awkward way, but really I hope that uke is also gained his memories, that's when we know if uke really get thru the past on him or moving along leaving him be, but this idea just making the seme suffers in both timeline, I think he's already suffered enough in 1st timeline, I was totally think he's the green flag seme, but I guess he's trying to be green to make do his mistake and making the uke felt better in this life, he's kind of supported him good in this life, till recent episodes I meant XD
someone tell me around how far into the story we get before uke finds out about past life? also, what happens when he remembers? I just wanna know the consequences seme goes through