Ikr, Jay should've made it extra pleasurable to compensate for their first time in the bunny suit
probably bc of yoohan's whole concept of using sex as self harm? that's what i assumed
Exactly. Plus the fact that Yoohan is already in the middle of an emotional breakdown. He needs tender love from the start, not whatever the hell that was.
But why would he encourage him to do that though? Why would he support Yoohan's self harming habits?
That doesn't make much sense given that the whole point of the previous chapters was yoohan realizing he wanted to live, and Jay helping him realize that, so why would he make it painful? When he could be consoling yoohan from the start since he was, indeed, in the middle of an emotional breakdownn
Pain kink maybe
I remembered the novel said that yoohan wants to cry, so jay made him cry through that painful intercourse.
Why did Jay make it so painful for him first? Why would you do that to someone you love? Poor Yoohan looked like he was in agony .