I had to go fast on the "smut" scene, it was disturbing as hell, I felt those screams too much, it wasn't only the pain of being raped like that but it was also a scream of anger and desperation of being in a position where you can do nothing. At this point I just want to see the uke free, happiness can also be found in yourself, that's what most bl psychological authors need to understand, a toxic relationship will never good, even if the seme "changes".
I had to go fast on the "smut" scene, it was disturbing as hell, I felt those screams too much, it wasn't only the pain of being raped like that but it was also a scream of anger and desperation of being in a position where you can do nothing. At this point I just want to see the uke free, happiness can also be found in yourself, that's what most bl psychological authors need to understand, a toxic relationship will never good, even if the seme "changes".