Can we talk about chapter 31 for a minute, I… Idk it resonated with me to such an extent...

Sure... I would love to... Chapter 31 and the one before were really making my heart ache in a way that's too hard for me to explain. Same, these chapters made me feel, understand and realize a lot about my life and life in general. Especially these lines got stuck with me, "... so all I needed to do was show my beloved appreciation..." and "I fell out of love with the things I used to love".
Yup... It's an overwhelming story that made me feel like I meant to read this too...
Man, I'm getting emotional and I don't know what to say... I've been rambling too..haha..
I'm good at understanding others(I think), but I don't really understand me that well;)

Oh… The line that got me was : “It wasn’t very dramatic. It was immature and pathetic. You wouldn’t write it in your diary”.
About a bad feeling that starts from a little thing, continue to grow and before he knows how, years went by, people grew but not him.
But I think it’s also about being young and finding your worth. It’s easier for some people but harder for some others. Time is subjective (does I even make sense lol).
Despite that I feel like this chapter was more hopeful than dark, or I would say there was a great amount of both that makes it more real maybe.
As for myself I would say it’s the opposite I can easily understand myself but not others haha

Yeah... That's deep... (You do make sense, haha).. Oh yeah, you are right.. nowadays some mangas(whatever I read) mostly doesn't involve such real and dark emotions.
It's hard to live with my overthinking mind but comics have helped me understand things even in most trivial aspects of life. And I see difference of opinions here and there which has made me now to think in many different possibilities of things happening, why it happens, why it has such outcome and so on. (I'm typing whatever comes to mind (▰˘◡˘▰))
Haha... Wow that's good for you...
I'm happy that we could converse.