I knooooooow riiiiight !! Tbf I actually enjoy a little bit of toxicity, I admit that it makes the story spicier and complex but at the same time, I’m completely against noncon/dubcon. So my problem is that I actually like psychological BLs, with complex characters, complex relationships etc. but most of them are just romanticized Stockholm syndromes… like bruh( ̄へ ̄)
Honestly, I see what you’re saying about the mc but i think the MC is closeted gay that took time for him to realize. It’s one of those cases yk. Also, to be fair MC was being mean to the black hair guy cause he been sexual coercion by the red hair guy. At the end of the day, we know who the MC picking in a heartbeat (the red hair guy) after ch6 the shower scene.
So basically it’s a love triangle between a guy who sexually assaulted the MC repeatedly and forced him to prostitute himself VS a guy who actually care about MC’s feelings to the point he actually stops in the middle of sex because he doesn’t want to continue if the MC doesn’t like it. And I’m supposed to hesitate between the two MLs ? It’s like I had to chose between eating piss and shit VS eating a lovely made strawberry cake lmao