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Youre not weird, as long as you dont imply the stuff you read here into the real word. The stuff we read here stays here. Its also good sometimes to take a break from smuts/mangago.
Yeah. I always go into a period of reading a lot then disappearing and coming back again when I'm at my lowest. But it's taking longer now to resume to the no manga life.
Btw thanks for responding. I'm not a pervert or anything. I think I'm just using this to distract myself. So in a way, the only person being harmed is me
I'm in a very bad place in my life right now. And recently I've been reading a lot of straight smut. Of course, I think I'm pathetic because of that. But anyways, that's not the main issue that really weirds me out. It's the fact that I'm more ashamed to read straight smut than the BL I used to consume. :)
Maybe it's because it's hard to find good straight smut with good storylines? Or the fact that I'm just sexualizing men and am unconsciously misogynistic (despite being a girl who is bisexual) (I'm still trying to figure it out) (especially being born into a society where I was taught that I had to be ashamed of being "feminine" or any stuff related to that.
But yeah, anyways, I'm also gonna take this time to ask for good straight smut recommendations with good stories, since I'm already talking about it. XD