I read this before and I liked it, I read this a second time and I’m just wondering what was I thinking before

Aie February 26, 2024 2:13 am

Honestly, the seme was okay. He’s the one who’s steady, knows what he wants, and is mostly straightforward about it unless he really doesn’t know what to do about something then he takes his time to seriously think and even ask for and take good advice.
The uke, on the other hand, someone said he stole the spotlight in the whole story - well, that’s because he’s just a noisy person who is also very meddlesome and pushy when it comes to unnecessary things. His presence was just overall awfully loud. Then the same commenter said he was capable and independent - well, perfectly capable of independently fucking things up anyway. His past boss might have really been crazy but to have someone like that come after him so much, I don’t want to victim blame, but the uke is just the kind of person who doesn’t have clear personal boundaries between himself and other people, in general. It was said that the incident with his previous employer was not the first one and even when working at seme’s restaurant, he would still be unnecessarily overly friendly with the customers. He would also constantly overstep his boundaries in concern to the restaurant even though he’s just an employee who’s essentially freeloading at the owner’s place. Then they said, uke knows what he wants… bitch, where? With what eyes did you see him constantly not confused, deluded, and just boringly roundabout about everything? Even when his ex-crush from middle school appeared, he was conflicted over what to feel about the guy just because the person apologized and told him he (ex-crush) might have feelings for him (uke). Like oh my, how long ago was middle school? You’re in your thirties now, right? He’s someone who would casually walk up to a straight person just because they accidentally walked into a gay bar and seduce them. Even when he’s telling himself not to fall in love with a straight guy, he still let himself be so conscious of said person. His resolve is just non-existent; “it’s just a one-night stand, we shouldn’t fuck” is just for show to cover up the “I’m so horny, I wanna fuck this guy badly because he’s hot and good at sex, I don’t really care about his sexual preference, I just unnecessarily stress over it for the heck of it and don’t want to really think about it seriously because I don’t want to give myself a valid reason not to fuck him”. That bartender was dishing out facts when he said if he really didn’t want to continue the relationship, he could just not continue the relationship? What’s to feel so conflicted about it just because you don’t have self-awareness and self-control? He’s also so delusional and comes to stupid conclusions on his own because he’s only okay with meddling in professional matters but cowardly when it comes to his own personal matters. He needs his intelligence to almost be insulted before he understands his own feelings and the real situation for what they are. At this point, the only things going for him are that he’s attractively slutty and… I don’t know, what else is there? Oh, and that he’s good at his job and his job description is legit, if only he could just focus on that.

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