Hi! Do you have a link for the novel? Pleasee
What chapter is this in the novel?
Please read, it wasn't specifically stated on a specific chapter but when You read it. You'll notice Kishiar has been always by his side in the first life. He was always looking for Yuder.
You said that like they didn't literally sleep tgt and have an ongoing thing in the first life, which was very early made clear by yuder ╥﹏╥
I meant, to be fair with how it started, it makes sense Yuder never knew. They had a strictly physical only relationship and Kishiar kept a lot of things to himself because he knew he was dying so it was pointless (unlike present time where he can be more honest)
Also Yuder was barely 20 back then, there was a lot of things he didn’t knew because he was so young and lived far from society most of his life.
But ngl. What I think is even more.. obvs.. is the fact that yuder never got behind the reason of why he is considered "defective" even years after kishiars death.. like there must be other pairs now where he should see the signs
Oh right so the reason for that was because kishiar who was his mate and alpha had passed awayΣ( ￣□￣||)
No, I don't think there were any other known fated pairs like them (even in current timeline I cant tell if fated pair exists outside of these two cuz they have a really special connection, if there are other cases theyd probably be rare). Novel says he met with other couples who awaked second gender but he couldnt find instances like theirs.
tho I do suspect that kishiar started to figure out what had happened between them near his end but never told yuder. ;_; everything that happened in past life is so depressing
Actually it's believed that his memories of Kishiar were tempted or erased with that's why he started to doubt them later on in the novel, maybe Kishiar did bf dying to make Yuder survive without him
Tempered
Wasn’t it because he tried to sever their link in previous life? (Obviously failed but I thought there was an attempt? )
It could be but nothing is clear yet ,just Yuder making an assumptions and doubting everything he knows abt his relationship with Kishiar in past life, we only could get an answer if Kishiar remembered
Spoiler
Kishiar does start to recall his past lives after having dreams abt it ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Right, and I notice some part the 1st life Kishiar is having difficulty to restrain to see Yuder. Both painful and romantic ╥﹏╥
I believe that Kishiar has been eyeing/liking on Yuder since the 1st life. As for Yuder he was soo DENSE of not knowing it until his death (︶︿︶)＝凸
Read the novel. The slow burn, the WAIT WORTH IT..