sick sick sick

So I watched the anime again and ep 29-30 is really such a hard watch. Especially Mjurran. And that fight with that Saint something that wanted to avenge Miss the one that gave the mask (how have I watched this anime more than 5 times and still couldnt remember the names )

anyway, I am just so frustrated. I didn’t even watched it properly. The rage. Oh god. THE RAGE. I just wanna-

Anyway, Mjurran is acting like her death is what will settle everyone. YOUR PUNY INSIGNIFICANT FUCKING LIFE IN EXCHANGE FOR A FUCKING TOWN???!!! She gotta be fucking delusional. She was like alright kill me and be done with your rage. no. I WILL TORTURE YOU GET RID OF YOUR FINGERNAILS ONE BY ONE KANEKI KEN STYLE.

And those TWO FUCKING IDIOTS AAAAAAAAAAAA THE RAGE THE RAGE I FEEL. AND YOU’RE TELLING ME THAT DUMB TWAT IS GOING TO BE THE NEXT KING???!! HE’S GOING TO SACRIFICE THE COUNTRY IF MJURRAN WILLS- FUCK MJURRAN FUCK THEM THREE THEY CAN LICK EACH OTHERS ASS FOR ALL I FUCKING CAREEEE OH GOD.

Okay.

I am just so mad like Mjurran is like literally in front of me right now (she on pause. Stopped watching to comment) standing like a fucking saint like … and she’s like you’ll know when you see it.. YOU’LL KNOW WHEN YOU SEE IT???????? BOY IF I WAS THERE I WILL BE JUMPING YOU. I’m so mad. Like I wanna kill her so bad.

Feeling like a martyr like some sacrificing saint.. just to save Youm and the other guy. I WANNA HURL. IM SO MAD. WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU GUYS EVEN WHERE IS THIS SELF IMPORTANCE COMING FROM???? It’s so bad. They were protecting her.I mean I truly dont care but GODDAMN JUST FUCKING HURT MJURRAN BRO I WANT HER TO BE SLAP BY EVERY CITIZEN OF THAT TOWN THAT DIED.


So delusional thinking her death is all that. THEY DONT EVEN KNOW YOU LIKE THAT

Anyway, beats me. Not only they forgive Mjurran I mean technically she’s so insignificant that it’s not all her doing with that Monster Weakening Magic plus her heart is with Clayman but making Youm that absolutely brain fog headed guy the king? You’ve got to be kidding me surely there are better candidates. He’s so lucky. What did he even do? He just found Rimuru and now he’s gonna be part of the history books. Idk bro something about Youm and his stupidity over protecting this girl wich at that time they had no idea that she’s fucking irrelevant in all pf this (I mean she is relevant but not in the way it had her acting). They thought she had major role in this and protected her. They thought and knew she was the tool that killed the whole town and was protecting her. You’re telling the Youm that did that. That was going to sacrifice his life to protect a murderer (in his mind) is going to lead a country? Bro… and not only that Rimuru at the end of it all was assuring Mjurran. Like. I understand freeing her from Clay but like saying that she didnt have the choice. She wasnt controlled. She just chose herself to live. And so she did what Clay wanted her to do otherwise she dies.

She’s not a victim. Well, she is. But, she was not completely blameless. She was willing to sacrifice herself to save Youm but not the whole town. All right. Yay?


Anyway, my anger is faded now. This Episode 31 is so sick. To me it’s so disgusting and they are all acting like saints. You’re telling me a whole town died and not even one of them has any right to express their anger? Bro I would even accept if they all jump Mjurran cause that’s what it is. She is likely to get jumped than not. But she escapes this scratch free. Oh don’t mind Shion laying there on the cement alongside the whole town, dead. Oh it’s okay. People we’ve been for years was unnecessarily killed, it happens al the time. It’s best if we remain calm.

Yeah, sure.