Hi hi! I've also had a friend who died early December and I just couldn't celebrate anything for a few months until late January. I understand how you are feeling, I just want you to know that it will get better and you will be happier and never think that just because you are happy means you forgot about their death. Death is a hard thing to get through but I promise if I does start to seem worse in ways you want to end it I would recommend seeking help from a therapist or even just talking to someone about how you felt when you found out and your journey to recovery so far. Recovering from a death is definitely a hard thing to do and it may even make you lose your will to live! I hope your journey to recovering and finding a way to continue does happen! I also do believe that your friend doess not want you to be sad and I promise from the bottom of my heart that they will always be with you even if you dont feel like they are.
I hope everything goes well in your life moving forward and I hope you friend is in a better place, watching out for you.
omg sorry for late reply, thank you so much!!! i love youuuu
It is okay I hope your recovery is going smooth and I wish you the best in life, make sure to live your life to the full. Love you lots
ik it's not related to manga but my friend died 3 days ago, but until now I don't know what to do.. I can't even cry, but I feel empty....
Have yall ever felt like this?