Yes nicely worded on terms of his rape dream i also dont think its bad u explained it well its his fustration of not being excepted and abandoned yet at the same time the sweet love making hoping to still mean something to him. And him trying to tell himself these feelings mean nothing is part of himself shutting his love only to have it remanifest in his dreams like the dreams spill his truth
All of this makes total sense ヾ(☆▽☆)!!
I hope the athor makes them have healthty a journey to overcome the stressful events they faced when youger, but yeah, I guess we'll suffer (/TДT)/...
Glad the Uke is keeping his boundaries as intact as he can, I'm so proud of him! I really liked him from the beginning, but gooosh I was so happy when he hit him! I want more of these strong willed Ukes ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ !
Again, the Seme is really throwing me off but, for once, it's relatable his insight thoughts!...
I dunno, let's see what will happen!!
MC slapping him, telling him he doesn't have to listen to him... That this means something to him even if it doesn't for ML was great. I like that he stand his ground in this situation. You can tell he cares for ML and doesn't like how ML adressed himself as a whore, but won't let it slide like many other MC we've seen before
I hope he keeps this up and they figure things out.
ML is a mess, but at least this chapter gave us some insight. I am not mad about the dream of rape tbh. If it remains a dream, he can still act on it or not. It nearly happened, but it didn't. His dream comes from his frustration with him and wanting him, therefore dreaming of forcing himself on him. I don't think it occured to him that he could have sexual intercourse with his conscent because he was "rejected" at the airport.
I prefer him acting it out with other "whore" I guess than actually doing it.
I can appreciate him for recognizing it's not right, he's a whore sleeping around in frustration as an outlet... He didn't rape anyone yet as far as I understand. I hope the Author goes the route of him trying to mend his relationship properly and grow to have healthy relationship.
Maybe I'm too high on the hopium.