I found these, maybe at least one is to your liking :/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/why_the_king_needs_a_secretary/ https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/manga_meisaku_opera/ https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/venomania_kou_no_kyouki/ https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/baraou_no_souretsu/ https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hanamachi_oni/ https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/house_of_desire/ https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/agatha/
Stuff I can remember is:
There were times I wished you were dead
This witch of mine
What it means to be you
Thx (=・ω・=)
Oooh thx I've read the 1st one and 3rd one. I dropped it tho cuz I didn't like the characters
Understandable ngl. Same
Can anyone recommend me a shoujo with a lot of angst and possibly oen that doesn't have any isekai or reincarnation troupe. Also would be nice if the setting is in historical Europe