This is about to be a mistake and thank you for all the warnings

I'm back and I just have to say that the whole volume made my stomach churn um not an exaggeration but I don't think I'll get sleep tonight

SPOILERS (I need to rant somewhere) also if someone reads this please respond because I need the moral support




The tutor making a comeback is literally my worst fucking nightmare, like this is nightmare fuel. I don't even GIVE A SINGULAR FUCK about the student who is very into Natsuki WHO I DO GIVE A FUCK about is the tutor that Chika literally had sex with and is obviously going through relationship or whatever issues and is butting her business all the way in. Like the set up is so fucking sick and twisted. He knows and literally instinctually feels that there is something wrong too, like get it together I literally can't. You know what also, backtrack that's not sex cause was he not a minor? Like it always bothered me since I read this whole thing for the first time years ago. But wasn't she in college and he wasn't even in HS yet????!!!!! Like hello? Problem number one and I hadn't even seen her face. What hurts is that the author pitted the worst obstacle thus far for the both of them because the others didn't hold any weight. Highschoolers? Kurisu? (I don't even want to get started on this man) The highschoolers are kids and while Kirara caused problems, she didn't even register on the map like at all. This other kid currently, honestly he gets treated like a kid so hard by Natsuki it really doesn't hold any weight. BUT THE TUTOR?! Like they already had prior relations, not to mention her being the first, not to even mention that Chika is agitated by her honestly even more than Natsuki (that we currently have seen). I could keep going on about this but it will eventually run me around doing fucking circles. I need the translation of Vol 9 to come out so expeditiously because this may have taken some time of my overall lifespan

Woooaaaahh!! Thats a lot of spoilers ... thanks btw..

Everything sounds frustrating as hell..

Why cant we have a fluffy fluffy manga, like the way everything started..


I usually drop mangas that stress me out.. i hope you get to see vol 9.. and tell us what a bettee volume it is than the current one..


Side note.. i wanna see them obbessing abt each other forevee and ever..

This TT and thanks for replying

IKRRR like bishh every time that she appears acting like normal in front of Chika, I was like.. "How could you act so normally without regret when you literally did him when he was a minor...", and even the part where she says it's scary how time flies after knowing he's 21 now?? Bro you literally f him when he was 14

LIKE?! This is what I've been thinking the entire time, no one had said anything about it at all so I was just thinking "Like am I the only one there's no way I'm the only one bothered by this" like if it was a random ex of Chika's I'd be like, you know I'll get over it. But she's been questionable af even before I saw her face so some dumb shit is about to happen I know it

I also hate how it seems to be steering in the direction of "comfort me" at the end of the last chapter, oh I can't some needs to translate vol 9 I can't find peace until I see this resolved

Also her saying that is so fucking weird like SHES GROSS I CANT

*someone*

Exactly!! I can't believe she's out there talking to Chika like they were just normal home tutor and student, like she didn't took advantage of a young boy's curiosity to sex and violated a minor

Ughh I'm so tempted to translate vol 9 but I gotta respect the official translators ToT

THIS I've found my fucking people, It has literally bothered me for fucking ever so she is my worst fucking nightmare for popping up in vol 8. Thank you so much for validating my thoughts I felt like an island. Like it even feels wrong for me to say anything describing their relationship that doesn't indicate that she COMMITTED A CRIME? No matter how you look at it either. I think you described it accurately but to me like I was thinking right off the bat, like is that not r***? (Tread with caution cause its uncensored for the rest of my rant) Like no one had said anything about it so I didn't want to go off the rails in my OG rant in the comment section (which now I just should've said it plainly outright), but really, according to like statutory rape laws, even though Japan's was the lowest in history (until recently its 16 now like why tf did it take so long to raise it from fucking 13) most people would agree, having sex with a minor is not sex, its rape. Like you said TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF, isn't one of the prereqs to consensual sex. You can't have consensual sex with a minor??? He was literally still in middle school and she's in college? And she's his tutor? Massive violation, literal crime, also pedophile alert. HE WAS A KID

Also thinking about that it makes you wonder about what his older brother was thinking because Chika said that he got really mad when that all happened. And tbh it doesn't seem like Japan takes its sex crimes very seriously so I wonder what was going on in that brain of his, like I think he said his brother got mad at him but maybe he was just mad at what happened in general? And Chika was young so obviously he wasn't understanding everything that happened to him. The more I think about it the grosser it is and the angrier it makes me. Honestly looking at it from this POV makes you think if Chika is really nervous about Natsuki or about what happened to him. IDK, obviously this shit is making my brain melt. Props to the fucking author Ichikawa for creating a story that obviously has a chokehold on one poor person (me)

I absolutely agree with everything u both had said. She's really fcking gross. I really hope someone calls her out but It even feels like the author wants us yo feel a bit of pity for her ughhhh. Idk Chika pls realise u were abused honey omg

I'm scared about that too, cause I feel like all the minor antagonists have been redeemed and like we've seen with Kurisu that despite all he did he was more or less forgiven? Even though that was assault! But that was glossed over cause Natsuki can defend himself and wasn't stressed. Which good for him for beating the shit out of Kurisu, but Chika was said it too (like are u okay you were just assaulted?) and was rightfully mad. Which also makes me think that Ichikawa may (I'm hope, praying, and begging) handle it differently from what we are all fearing. I do not pity that bitch no amount of nothing will make be feel an ounce of pity. Do I feel bad for the kids like Kirara and the one that's in love with Natsuki rn? Yes. Assaulters and pedos, Fuck the fuck no