Thank you! You took exactly what I thinking and wrote it out perfectly!!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ I hate it when people put the blame on Kang and call him an asshole. I get that from just looking at it, he can be an asshole. But it's so obvious that he has a major psychological trauma, and of course it's affecting him in multiple different ways. If traumas are easy to get over, then they wouldn't be considered as such a significant problem that can affect someone's entire life, turning it completely upsidedown. Not to mention having someone you deeply love call you filthy. I know Siwon doesn't completely say it to his face, but to Kang, it's really not that much of a difference. *Sighs* I hope that they can make up soon...(〜￣△￣)〜
I don't like where the chapter left off cause the last thing either need is for Kang to sexually "attack" Siwon to justify him being a perverted filthy gay. Damn that was a mouthful! #－.－) They have a lot of work to do and if it doesn't happen I can't be on board with the relationship. ╮(￣▽￣)╭ But hey, if I have learned something from Yaoi mangas is that the impossible/misunderstandings/mistreatment/abuse can be solved and Love overcomes all! (●'◡'●)ﾉ Lol...(⊙…⊙ )
Some of you are a bit lost. For Kang it's more than just not remembering him from childhood, it's Siwon being a homophobic closet homosexual. lol He called him filthy and that hurts. He forgot being drunk and coming on to him. Siwon hasn't come to terms with anything about his sexuality and continues to play dumb about it. Kang has to carry a lot since childhood trauma and for Siwon to keep insulting him, calling him a pervert and filthy is heartbreaking for him. I would walk away. Even as Siwon is putting memories together he's still acting like the injured party after all that's happened. I also think that if Kang does something sexual to him it will cheapen everything further. I am not onboard with it unless the idiot remembers and takes responsibility for the nasty derogatory stuff he has said. Kang has anger issues, and not innocent either, that has been fueled by the other's careless words and living in denial, but that doesn't give the other the right to blame everything on him and call him names.