Insta lust to insta love. Seme approached uke with the intention of a pump and dump but ...

Can spoil more stuff pls???

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someone told here in the comments that that part wasn’t in the main story? that’s just some side chapters, or was they wrong?

I thought he and the girl didn’t like make out make out but like only a quick kiss and then he tricked her into hoping into the shower? When she comes out, his phone rang, she try to take it away playfully but then Seme gave her a deathly stare and snatched his phone back from her and left in a hurry cause Uke said Uke was leaving and he felt he needed to stop Uke.

Similar plot like “My Bias Appeared”. The Seme from there approached the Uke with the intention to take revenge but fell hard for the Uke. Though the redemption arch is kinda lame for that story, I still like it.

I would say that for this story tho, his redemption arch is at least a bit more satisfying because Uke did give him hell-ish but running away and ignoring him. Telling him that he prefers the old Seme, which causes the Seme to feel pain. He goes crazy looking all over for Uke and stuff. And while I didn’t like how the author made him make out, even tho his head was only thinking about Uke while kissing the girl, he eventually use the shower excuse to prolong it cause he didn’t feel like it. He didn’t go all the way so I still rooting for him.

but did he have feelings for him when he cheated on him?

noooo i fucking hate the amnesia trope

I would say yes. That's why he told the girl to go shower to stall because he wasn't feeling it and then left when Uke called because his body/heart is connected to Uke, but his mind is trying to tell him that being in a relationship with Uke is wrong. Thus, he is pulled between what he truly is feeling, but the fact that he gets trigger whenever the Uke calls or is brought up, it shows he's not over Uke but just don't want to admit it. Like I said, his chasing arch was longer than his confusion/meeting with that one girl arc. After this, he goes nuts because Uke left to his parents house and he went crazy trying to find Uke and even grabbed people who he thought was Uke but turns out they weren't because of how much he's in love with Uke. He stayed out all night in front of Uke's house waiting for Uke to come out to talk to him in Uke's home. I mean our Uke is strong ish too because he told Seme that he no longer likes him because it feels like cheating with the new Seme treating him differently. This hurts the Seme a lot because he feels its not fair that the Uke compares him to his past self that he doesn't remember. Later on when he gets his memories back, he feels bad for the things he done to Uke, but Uke reassures him it's nothing.

Took me awhile to process tbh but it's actually not that bad tbh. At least he didn't go all the way nor was he actively seaching for girls. The girl approached and he went with the flow but left half way because he was bored of her.

I’m not sure. The Raws are in korean so I relied on a translator. These chapters are at the end of the book so it’s possible it’s a side story, but a lot of time is dedicated to this storyline. https://booktoki325.com/novel/5496797?stx=비밀한+연애

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After seme loses his memories they go back home. He had trouble believing he was in a relationship with the uke for three years, but he sees the evidence of their life together (their home, pics/vids ect) he decided he’s going to break up with the uke. While the two of them are out at a bar they are appropched by women and seme notices the uke is uncomfortable. The seme intended to break up with the uke then and there but when the woman approaches him he thinks “I can just break up in actions not in words” so he flirts with the woman by leaning in close and whispering to her. He notices uke is at another side of the bar and crying and he feels guilty. Seeing him cry he decided not to break up right then and so he tells to uke “sorry I did that because I don’t have my memories and forgot we are dating.” When uke says ok and they go back home seme thinks “wow did he really buy that excuse?”

They have sex because of the alcohol they drank and in the morning the seme regrets it and starts ghosting uke by ignoring his calls and texts. Some other stuff happens, uke tries to bring back some normalcy in the relationship, by going out to places with him and taking pics and stuff, but seme is being a stone wall the entire time. Finally the seme breaks up with him, and that’s when the stuff with the woman happens.

Technically he already broke up with the uke when this happens. I had to use a translator so some of the details might not be 100% correct, but he is approached by the women at the gym and asked to eat and then they end up at the bar. But he is very aware that she wants to have sex with him, he comments on the sexual atmosphere and thinks about not wanting to have sex in the car, and then he goes to her house. They make out, and she guides his hand to her breast and over her body. While in his head he acts annoyed by it all, he doesnt make an effort to stop it. By the time uke calls the women is taking off her clothes, and he disrupts the flow by telling her to shower. She even asks if he wants to join her. Considering all this it seems very likely he would have had sex with her had the uke not called. But who knows…

Okay, now I'm questiong if I should keep reading this too now lol. RED FLAG cause you rightttt. He would've slept with her, IF Uke didn't call. I guess we just gotta think that well, he didn't so it's fine.

Let’s just assume he had erectile dysfunction for everyone but the uke. That’s his punishment for being an ass ╮(￣▽￣)╭

But you know, I really think he wouldn’t have slept with her or it’s fate cause then he could’ve just slept with another girl during their little break up phase too but he didn’t based on my reading and others that read it. I think he was stalling to find time.

conclusion? > he’s trash and doesn’t deserve our uke

Not totally just because like I mentioned above about the Seme from "My Bias Suddenly Appeared". He approached Uke with the goal to use him and get revenege. But I still like him cause he's such a baby to our Uke. Our Seme here is more or less the same. Sure, his amnesia self is bad, but can we also blame him tho? He lost his memories so ofc he doesn't even know why he does the things he does. That's why he also didn't sleep with that girl from the gym right away but felt like something was missing and left right away when Uke called because like I said, he wasn't sure who he is and what he should do.

i remember stop reading “My bias appeared”, didn’t the seme cheat on the uke or smth like that?

He didn't cheat, but his goal was to make the Uke fall deeply in love with him and then toss him to the side.

I'm confused cause I saw this nowhere in the raws is it somewhere else

Can I ask does the seme know uke was lying about how experienced he was or does he ever learn he was lying about all that cause I've been waiting but uke keeps lying about how experienced he is for some reason even nearing the end of the season (manga)