recs

Try these:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ways_of_parting/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/seashell_boy_pearl_cum_boy/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/special_relationship_law/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/paid_fujoking/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/into_the_rose_garden/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sora_o_daite_oyasumi/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/fukouchuu_no_shiawase/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_hyung_s_lover/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/even_if_you_don_t_love_me/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/exotic_love/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bound_to_be_fools/

December rain

December rain and my personal favorite: 10 years where I've loved you the most.

I'm telling you, nothing has ever made me cry that bad. I was crying straight up for 20 mins and felt depressed for days

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/banana_fish/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haruka_tooki_ie/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/incidentally_living_together/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/spring_snow_odongtong/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_childhood_friend_was_a_god/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/back_in_time_to_you/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/life_senjou_no_bokura/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/one_room_angel/

before i read this does it have a sad ending
cause i cannot with really sad endings

OMG i watched the anime of banana fish
and the ending was so sad like i still cannot get over it T T

There are quite a few similarities in a more recent story called Max Mojave’s Case.
It will help ease the pain of BF
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/max_mojave_s_case/

THX BABES

December rain originally had a sad ending but the author after some time made 1 or 2 extra chapters, it's kinda bittersweet

10 years when I loved you the most is really devastating, I cried after the ending a lot

this is what i need right now
some depressing shit(⌒▽⌒)