hey i have the raw ver: https://booktoki324.com/novel/6951?stx=%ED%8C%A8%EC%85%98
i read this on Edge (the new ver) and they have pg translation and audiobook features which helps a lot u can try that out
SPOILER:
the dude who bullied him in military gets stabbed in order to protect him and kisses him infront of Ilay saying he'll take 'responsibility' for whatevers happened to tay
he touches the cheeks of "Chris" who hates being touched (to the point he'll bloody murder them) and does imagine topping him infront of a guy whos deathly obsessed with chris.
we also get to meet his ex who's also deadbeat crazy and we get to know he was extremely popular in gay bars ( but since he was loyal, didnt hookup alot, he wasnt aware abt the fact )
so yah basically dudes a casanova for the gays~
That reminds me of what Tae's brother or Tae's uncle said... that Tae attracts only obsessed and disturbed people. And Tae's brother thinks it's his fault because all of Tae's luck is for himself and not for Tae himself. That stuck out to me from the comic lol I understood why he has Ilay obsessed by his side. added to Tae's charisma... it is a miracle that he is healthy and ... how good he has ilay... maybe
It stuck with me because I was scared of how an older man wanted to take little Tae, in the comic. If not I'm wrong there they mention how Tae attracts strange people
oh god I have to read the novel! I am very intrigued by how they resolved their feelings. because I can't imagine an Ilay without crazy imaginary obsessions. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍
From the spoilers what I'm getting at is Ilay teabagging Tae and calling it love Tae somehow fell in love w it and forgot all the shit Ilay caused him.