Am I tweaking or did this not happen in the novel?

You're tweaking it did happen

Can u give me the ch?

I read the novel some time ago I don't know the exact chapter, but the basis is that Clough gets these flashbacks to the past which he at first thinks are just nightmares, it should be around the second part of the novel just skim through the chapters to find it

Do you know if jasper is alive and which child is he

I honestly don't remember but it's not really relevant to the second world of the story