Anywy love this bit right here
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/pellua_iyagi/mh/to_v-5-chapter-47/pg-1/
In c47 Orthez thought to herself:
“Why did I become the Countess Fellulah? I think I wanted to meet you (Nox) at least once before, you who is dazzlingly free, I’ve nvr met anyone like you before. Thats why I wish I had met you once, I dont expect anything to have happened but I do feel a little hint of something, which makes me feel annoyed.”
“Ah… Im so horrible”
She did felt horrible probably due to her recklessness and how shes using Arthur for this motive. But she made it clear tht the moment shes married she will never have an affair, not even for Nox.
Sad for nox but sometimes love is always about timing