The feeling of a abandonment is such a shitty feeling especially when there's no explanation. The trust is completely gone! The worry of them doing it again it's something someone might not be able to get rid of. I feel like it would be such slap in the face! In conclusion I don't think I would want to be with someone who doesn't know what they want and I refuse to beg or hold on to someone who doesn't love me or want to be kept. Love yourself more and you'll no longer look for broken love in someone who doesn't even acknowledge your existence.
That's just my opinion.
Expecially when you took the blame for a murder you didn't commit and was sent to war.
Would you take back your ex if they suddenly left you????