I think that she's just not mentally all there. Her brain is all scrambled from years of hell and torture, even thousand years, she's all mixed up. But she still tried to save her friend, so maybe she still redeemable?
She lacked intelligence even before all the hell and torture. How could an immortal goddess not only allow herself to be gaslit and manipulated by a human man but also mess up her chance to correct everything just because he desperately tells her that he did it in the name of love? He killed your best friend's man and became a tyrant babes. What also gets me is that she has experienced love from Liontel so she knows what it feels like even if it's not in the romantic sense. So why would she let Phillip treat her like that? How could your lover treat you worse than your friend? Make that make sense.
Maybe with the writer is trying to say, that even goddesses or powerful beings can be manipulated and gas lit like anyone else. That mental abuse and being manipulated isn't on the fault of anyone and it's not a weakness. It's a reaction. I think what they're trying to convey is that her brain is cooked and warped by the abuse she had been through. She's not all there and needs therapy in a big way.
nope fuck you and Philip u both can still fuck right off
Thought mis gOdESs can go to a kinda nice mental institution and pilbitch can go get beaten, sliced up, eaten, shat out and then again and after that what remains is to be burned in a Rocket flying into the sun