it's so agonizing how all the time Cheng Xiu practically doesn't say anything and internal...

it's so agonizing how all the time Cheng Xiu practically doesn't say anything and internalizes everything, he always thinks all the things he should say to people's faces, it's very agonizing. everyone talks all the time, including this brother Li, he's super passive aggressive, I never liked him, don't know if it's the translation that makes him seem like that, but the way he says some absurd things with a smile on his face, don't like him at all and obviously hate Shao Kun, in fact i hate all the characters so far except Cheng Xiu, because it's understandable that he's like that, he can't really say what he thinks, a lot of people are like that, and i believe this is even a good point in this story, because it makes us feel a lot of anger and agony for him... so I really hope that in this next chapter he can finally put into words everything he feels