Don't worry Seme is really mad in love with uke

Lola January 26, 2024 12:50 am

HEAVY Spoiler

It's true that the seme (ml) already knew that uke (mc) was lying about his experience with girls, but that's not the reason why he approached him. Since their first meeting, he has been quite attracted to uke (before uke even notices him). Even when they weren't close, when he learned that uke didn't like the smell of cigarettes, he quit smoking (the reason why uke never knew he smoked).
But for him (seme) he wasn't in love with uke, he just thought he was attracted to him, so when he approached him it was just to have a one night stand, but he quickly abandoned this plan, because he is too much attracted to MC.

At this point in the story, he already knew he wanted to be with MC, and quite quickly, he will be completely in love and he's the obsessive type. So don't worry now that they're together, he will never do something that could cause a misunderstanding, he is too much in love with the uke for that. He went crazy when he thought mc wanted to break up with him (uke learned of his past lies), he couldn't sleep for days out of fear, and even if mc cheated on him he would forgive him because he can't imagine spending even one day without mc. He said something like "I can only think about you. You made me like this. Please do something", the man is very obsessed, and he's very panicked when he wake up and mc isn't near him. They have a life and death kind of relationship.

I think it was love at first sight for ml (even if he didn't notice).

Responses
    UnrealisticFae January 26, 2024 4:44 am

    WAITTT

    He cheated ?

    shasha January 26, 2024 6:13 am
    WAITTT He cheated ? UnrealisticFae

    *if******

    Quishi January 26, 2024 7:00 am

    I finished raws season 1 but I think you read the novel so may I ask where you read it? (▰˘◡˘▰)

    Lola January 26, 2024 1:16 pm
    I finished raws season 1 but I think you read the novel so may I ask where you read it? (▰˘◡˘▰) Quishi

    Google book (in korean).
    You can find a lot of Korean books without the awful system on ridi.

    Quishi January 26, 2024 4:43 pm
    Google book (in korean).You can find a lot of Korean books without the awful system on ridi. Lola

    Thank youuuu, appreciate it!

    IF U TIE & LOCK ME UP, SUE ME! January 27, 2024 2:11 pm

    I read from previous spoiler post who read the novel like ML is going to have amnesia and go around sleeping was it true? I’ve read the raws but it stopped around ML’s pov and lupdated was december last year.

    Lola January 30, 2024 1:10 am
    I read from previous spoiler post who read the novel like ML is going to have amnesia and go around sleeping was it true? I’ve read the raws but it stopped around ML’s pov and lupdated was december last yea... IF U TIE & LOCK ME UP, SUE ME!

    It's true that ml had amnesia (on the last extra) but he didn't sleep with anyone.

    Ml had a car accident and forgot everything about his relationship with MC, and even denied it because he found homosexual relationships abnormal and MC even had to leave their apartment.

    But Ml being Ml, he can't help but be obsessed and paranoid about MC, to the point that anyone, especially guys, who come near MC, he thinks they have ulterior motives or that they are too close to MC (when he was the one who wanted the breakup lol).
    Anyway, to MC, ml with amnesia and ml with his memories are two different people, and he wants to keep his distance from ml until he gets his memories back. It's like he even denied the very existence of ml with amnesia.

    But Ml, as he did every time something went wrong with MC, was losing sleep, becoming more and more paranoid and going crazy thinking about MC 24/7 (yes, I was happy of this part because he deserved it). So he couldn't help himself but go to MC gosiwon's, but MC was having a really bad day at that time and thought the "old" ml was back. Then they made love, and when he woke up, MC couldn't hide his disappointment when he realized it wasn't the ml he wanted.

    Ml saw this, and I think he was really hurt, then he saw some clothes that were too big for MC, and thought they belonged to some guys (those were his own clothes lol), so he said something that could be interpreted as him having sex with other women since his car accident, but he was just jealous and hurt because of the difference in treatment MC gave him. Most of this extra is ml pov, so right after he said that we knew he hadn't slept with anyone other than MC since his car accident.
    And right after that, MC ran away because he was too hurt by the idea of ML meeting other women, and ML was too preoccupied looking for him to even think about it.

    And before anyone says ml is trash, he's not lol. He is such a sweet and caring boyfriend, always listening to MC's needs and wants. I think it's the main reason MC was so hurt by his cold and indifferent attitude when he had amnesia.

    IF U TIE & LOCK ME UP, SUE ME! January 30, 2024 3:57 am
    It's true that ml had amnesia (on the last extra) but he didn't sleep with anyone.Ml had a car accident and forgot everything about his relationship with MC, and even denied it because he found homosexual relat... Lola

    Thank u so much! I actually book marked the novel to this, but had no time to read.

    Manaacass January 31, 2024 3:36 am
    It's true that ml had amnesia (on the last extra) but he didn't sleep with anyone.Ml had a car accident and forgot everything about his relationship with MC, and even denied it because he found homosexual relat... Lola

    We habe trust issues, dont judge us! Hahahaa

    Taesung February 1, 2024 3:09 pm
    It's true that ml had amnesia (on the last extra) but he didn't sleep with anyone.Ml had a car accident and forgot everything about his relationship with MC, and even denied it because he found homosexual relat... Lola

    Confirm if it's true or not but I thought he went to the club and hugged/kissed a girl? But later while girl was in shower, he left after Uke sent a message about ready to leave their shared house.

    Sky February 1, 2024 6:37 pm

    Thank you for the spoilers I have a lot of trust issues because of all the red flags ml
    Just one question did the mc cheated ??????? Wht

    Lola February 3, 2024 5:42 am
    Confirm if it's true or not but I thought he went to the club and hugged/kissed a girl? But later while girl was in shower, he left after Uke sent a message about ready to leave their shared house. Taesung

    He didn't go to a club, but to his gym. The woman approached him and he didn't refuse, and I think they also went to a bar afterwards.
    Anyway, he did go to the woman's house and they were doing some skinship but he wasn't really feeling it (always comparing her touch with mc). So he asked her to take a shower first, which made no sense because they met at the gym so they already took one there (he wanted to save time because he couldn't get in the mood).

    And then MC called him to tell him he was in their house moving his stuff to his new officetel, and ML rushed there. He didn't have to go, and mc asked him why he came, and ml realized he had no reason to.

    So he didn't sleep with the woman and I'm not sure he ultimately would have. But at this point they already broke up and did not speak to each other for several days. Og ml wasn't gay and found homosexual relationships abnormal, so now that he has amnesia, he wants to return his life "back to normal" and consider mc as a stranger... which was a complete failure, but it's not like he can erase 3 years of relationship like that (especially since he was an obsessive gong). Regardless, he was shameless for chasing MC so quickly after initiating the breakup lol.

    Taesung February 3, 2024 6:03 am
    He didn't go to a club, but to his gym. The woman approached him and he didn't refuse, and I think they also went to a bar afterwards.Anyway, he did go to the woman's house and they were doing some skinship but... Lola

    Thank for you confirming. Did the novel confirm if what the level of skinship looked like? Such as if it was just a kiss based from what I heard, or did she like gave him a hand job or blowjob.

    Lola February 4, 2024 3:50 am
    Thank for you confirming. Did the novel confirm if what the level of skinship looked like? Such as if it was just a kiss based from what I heard, or did she like gave him a hand job or blowjob. Taesung

    I don't remember exactly, but it was really light, nothing you could consider sex*al

    Taesung February 4, 2024 6:11 am
    I don't remember exactly, but it was really light, nothing you could consider sex*al Lola

    Thanks! I remember someone else saying it was just kissing on lip but wanted to see if another person can confirm. He is green flag except for his little memory loss era but his chasing arc was good too.

    Lola February 8, 2024 11:36 pm
    Thank you for the spoilers I have a lot of trust issues because of all the red flags ml Just one question did the mc cheated ??????? Wht Sky

    Yes, he is a special case, because at the beginning he was definitely not a green flag, but he became one in the process. So the problem is knowing when he stopped playing and started getting serious since his attitude didn't change from start to finish lol (he always puts a good attitude in front of MC, which he's not, considering how cold he was when he had amnesia).
    Simply put, there is no redemption arc, because ml has never done anything that would require one. Even though they had a big argument when MC found out that ML was lying about a lot of things at the beginning, ML actually never betrayed him when they were together and all his affairs were before they knew each other, so it's not like we could held him accountable for it.

    And Mc didn't cheat (I don't even remember ever seeing an MC cheat lol).
    There was a situation where MC broke a very important promise he made to ML. And that put him in a very complicated situation where he was afraid ml might want to break up. Then ML made it clear that he could never accept a separation (even if Mc cheats) and that he is fine even if Mc uses him for the rest of his life (man is desesperate).

    Choso's Voluptuous Tiddies February 15, 2024 1:14 am

    This spoiler saved me because the mc lying about experience has been driving me crazy the whole time lol and I thought the author had just forgotten