Girl, i feel the same. Like...i know that i probably shouldnt want them to be together because theyre both such messes...but then like, if thats true, then WHY do i like them together so much and feel like theyre the the best possible matches for each other??? Like...trauma bonds are suposed to be a bad thing right??? But like...its because of their own indevidual traumas thst they unerstand and fit each other so well...but like...thats bad?? Riight? But if it was bad, then why do i feel happy about them together??...Idk. I feel the same confliction, friend.
Hahahaha.. I feel like I was talking to myself reading this.. But yeah, that's what I mean.. I don't think they're both "fix" fixed. And I hated that they have to one-up the other just for them to make the other realize what it feels like to be abandoned. Is that how love is supposed to be? Like, "feel the sorrow you have caused me and you shall seek me. Mwahahahaha."
Like? That's messed up. But eh, whatever I guess? (ʘᴗʘ✿)
Should I be pleased with this?