I completely understand you. I too can relate to the MC and see myself in this family dynamic where I was neglected while my sibling got all the attention. Unfortunately I never got the courage to leave home and still stuck here while I keep myself entertain by reading stories on here. I'm not financially stable to leave and my health isnt very good either. All I can do is pray things will improve and hold on to the tiniest hope I have. There are days where my mind is in complete darkness where I wish things would be better if I'm gone for good. But I guess my faith is keeping me on my toes and I'm still hanging by a thread. These days my morale is improving and I'm trying to create small goals for myself. I made it to another year and im proud of myself I survived another year. I hope you can hang in there too my friend.
Wishing you all the happiness possible <3 and thank you very much, I never thought I would get a reply on here, let alone a thoughtful one <3
Omg thank you for your reply and kind words!! It makes me happy to know that my msg helped a bit when I read your msg I rly wanted to leave you a reply bcuz I could relate a lot. I wish you too tons of abundance and happiness possible. May our lives get better and brighter! If you ever need to talk one day I'm always here *virtually* available haha
I see myself in the MC family dynamic, which really hurts too.... But I need MOAR PLEASE! TT^TT and can I get a Millaion too please Main difference between me and the MC (other than the terminally ill part), is that instead of art, I lost my passion for anything and just distract myself with stories like these.... And I am poor, older than MC, and had a cheater for 13 years instead of a Millaion. Which means I was neglected even after I had left the house, and 2000kms away from all I had known, just to be isolated. .... Sorry for the rant, but I have the feels and this is my only outlet. I don't even have my computer rn, I only have my phone to read on.