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Possibly Chou to Kumo no Su
I can't remember if he dressed in women's clothing. Sequel is actually my pfp, Chou to Hana no Kankeisei.
It’s not that one :((( but thank you for helping
So all I could remember is that the uke was abused and r*ped by their father and forced to dress like a women so the dad can cope with the death of his wife (the uke's mother) and I remember the seme not forcing him to do it while the uke insisted so the seme agreed and then while they were doing it the uke kept crying and he seme was crying too and repeating “I’m not him please’