The first child was planned an noah did not want to give the child away, hence his anxiousness, he also tried to avoid sex so as not to go through the trauma of giving the second child away, but was raped and got pregnant he then shut off cause not only was he angry he has to give the child away again without seeing them.
The second child was still born due to stress and malnourishment as he had giving up on every thing, the confusing part is that the author has some kind of justification for that contract and the alphas actions,
Maybe this justification was the friends we made along the way, cause it is not in the room with us, most likely the author was trying to go for your last paragraph's opinion, but that fell like a ton of brick and so they must have given up.
For me the most annoying part of this story was when the alpha asked when it all went wrong, like sir maybe it was when you mapped out a contract that he should give away 3 kids lets start from there to beginning mapping out the sheer stupidity that was that story.
Ch 19 shows us that Noah was raped- we got practically no back to any of that ch 14 starts with a contract about giving birth tk 3 children?!?! UNDERSTOOD BUT ch 19 makes us believe he is raped so does the ML hate the first child because it’s a child of rape - I don’t understand he could have had an abortion we have no idea how Noah exactly is feeling
Second issue if the first child is a child of rape WHY- does he neeed to produce 2 more children- WHERE the fuck did that come from it’s so confusing
Also was the second child a stillborn or did the omega just not want to give the baby away it doesn’t say anything just a bunch of vague pictures.
The alpha knots in the ch 18 so is the child in ch 19 the child from that situation and the Alpha decided to keep it- LIKE WTF IS GOING ON- also why the fuck is he giving these children to his sister in law? Why does it have to be his family member? Why do we never see his brother as well just the sister in law?!?
I honestly wish I never ever read ch 14-19 because it has too many plot holes I literally have no idea wtf happened or why. Normally when you like someone you don’t force them to carry your children and give them away <_<. Also if this is some effed up stupid ass situation where the dad is “evil” and would only approve of the omega after he gave birth to three children is nonsense. I DONT UNDERSTAND!!