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No it wasn't useless rant at all my friend ! I feel the same! I dropped this manga midway because the seme was such a big jerk! I can't stand seeing uke being treated horribly. Especially with all those misfortune he already had in the past. My heart hurts for him.
Thanks fellow comrade! I feel so much better now... Glad to know someone shares the same sentiments as me ┗( T﹏T )┛
I read this manga a year ago and it suddenly appeared in my dream for some reason. Now I need to vent my thoughts on it otherwise i can't sleep...
I don't care what anyone says I freaking hate the seme so fucking much! He's such a hypocrite and a whiney little digshit! I couldn't stand him for most of the story and yea he did get a "good" character development but It was extremely hard for me to root for their relationship after he cheated on mel with the ex bf. It bothers me even more because it was so irrelevant and barely played any role in the story!!! I just can't get over cheating. I tried to look past it when he cheated the first time with some random guy because the relationship wasn't that developed yet but then he cheated AGAIN SO NONCHALANTLY !! At that point The relationship was sooo fleshed out. But that one scene threw me off so much. Every single development up until that point felt useless . After that it was hard for me to focus and rot for him at all. When i read this for the first time this it made me so angry and frustrated. I was depressed for like a the whole day.
And i'm not even gonna comment on his hypocrisy o my gwad! The moment he slapped mel i almost threw my phone at the mirror holy shittt!
Speaking of mel i really wonder if the author has some personal rivalry with him. Every single bad thing that can happen to to person happened to mel. He was abused / assaulted as a kid, abandoned in the street, forced to sell his body for food, got stuck in toxic relationship. He was raped several times throughout the story, almost died (suicide attempt), had all of his partners cheat on him, Got kidnapped and locked in a basement like wtf! At one point it was just hard for me to keep on reading because all the bad things kept happening to one character constantly... Considering everything that happens, it feels like he should be the most mentally unstable character but weirdly it he's somehow the sanest of them all. Every single character in the story was a dick to.him and they barely faced any consequences for it!! I'm freaking mad aghhh
Sorry for my useless rant. I just needed to get it out of my system. I'm extra bitter because i was so invested in the storyline the cheating scene was really the deal breaker for me. Anyways...
Inner peace （￣へ￣）...