I don't know. I'm straight so I don't mind SL stories but I also read BL and GL and don't mind those either. There are lots of beautiful stories out there that you'll never be able to appreciate if you keep restricting your views like that. It's all about keeping an open mind and accepting that diffrent types of love will have different representations.
The people saying reverse homophobia are so stupid. Literally is not a thing -- it's like straight dudes not being into gay guys fuckin. I wouldn't call a straight guy homophobic for thinking gay porn is gross because he's not into it.
You're probably not into straight romance/smut because A.It everywhere and B.Its just not your preference.
I lived all my life under internalized homophobia, to a point where I hated myself for so long until i read comphet. I dont hate str8 ppl its stupid to hate anyone for their sexuality but i do feel annoyed at times that they can be out in public kissing, holding hands, getting married, having kids and etc with no problem while we are still suffering, yeah you can kiss on public and get klled on your way home for being gay but not if straight. I just have those frustrations, but not hate
Something similar happens to me but about GL. I don't understand why (/TДT)/ ... it's not actual hate, I just can't seem to enjoy when they are two girls. It's seems so bizarre that I get to enjoy Shonen ai or Yaoi immensely yet I'm unable to like GL. Of course I can appreciate some cute Shoujo Ai fanarts or little stories similar like 19Days by OldXian, but then they look like best friends instead and it becomes awkward ( ̄∇ ̄")...
I personally would like to enjoy it as much as when I read BL in general, but I really tried to do so I just end up feeling nothing or not being able to bear it because I find it kidna cringy at some point even if the story might seem cute, romantic or sexy...
I guess the heart wants what it wants (≧∀≦)
I don't know if it's the same for you specifically, but I really can relate to what you felt about straight couples in similar ways (=・ω・=)
is it just me thats so incredibly gay that i cant stand seeing anything straight. like maybe its because im lesbian but seeing straight anything makes me recoil in disgust like it's horrifying i hate it.