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Same, I also feel the same. I fear getting too close just to someday lose it. I don't like to get happy or my hopes up for something that might leave me.
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Same, I also feel the same. I fear getting too close just to someday lose it. I don't like to get happy or my hopes up for something that might leave me.
It was as if I was seeing myself in a mirror when reading about Araya, and it was kinda painful to see that part of me in front of me. I'm also a person that refrains from expressing their happiness, not by biting my lips though, just not smiling and not expressing my love and affection, even to my friends and family, in case I'd be thrown away someday. And I can tell you people don't find it cute and won't try to go and see past your attitude.
Sorry it's not a happy comment...