Damn, gimme back my hours- the art is good but the story : like fr what was this? Why? I only am left with why? Let's start-
So honestly expected more anger, frustration and revenge themed story that okay I'm going to break this seme and leave his rat ass behind from the uke um but apparently not.
So far one of the bad bls I've read- while I enjoy the exploration that some authors do in terms of dark themes, this was not it. It started nowhere, led nowhere and I was stressed and anxious the entire time.
There's something unsettling about this story and while okay don't give me a happy ending but let the uke get better- let him comes to terms with this deep sense of unhappiness that he has with life where i constantly felt he's going to hurt himself (I don't think it was particularly intentional) but really why that trash of a seme.
I stopped halfway through because it was a toxic circle- he knows seme doesn't love him, wants to pinp him out, fakes sweet nothing's to him, doesn't care about his physical well-being or him in general so he runs away to come back immediately. Like okay. I guess it's supposed to highlight the thought- that life sucks so bad you hit rock bottom and choose to stick around with the worst possible man because his body is warm but still.
Sighs. I have much to say yet nothing at all. I guess the book just beings with it the underlying sense of defeat.
Damn, gimme back my hours- the art is good but the story : like fr what was this? Why? I only am left with why?
Let's start-
So honestly expected more anger, frustration and revenge themed story that okay I'm going to break this seme and leave his rat ass behind from the uke um but apparently not.
So far one of the bad bls I've read- while I enjoy the exploration that some authors do in terms of dark themes, this was not it. It started nowhere, led nowhere and I was stressed and anxious the entire time.
There's something unsettling about this story and while okay don't give me a happy ending but let the uke get better- let him comes to terms with this deep sense of unhappiness that he has with life where i constantly felt he's going to hurt himself (I don't think it was particularly intentional) but really why that trash of a seme.
I stopped halfway through because it was a toxic circle- he knows seme doesn't love him, wants to pinp him out, fakes sweet nothing's to him, doesn't care about his physical well-being or him in general so he runs away to come back immediately. Like okay. I guess it's supposed to highlight the thought- that life sucks so bad you hit rock bottom and choose to stick around with the worst possible man because his body is warm but still.
Sighs.
I have much to say yet nothing at all. I guess the book just beings with it the underlying sense of defeat.
Im done.