Delusions, and no meds
Maybe isekaing yourself in the manhwa
Bro just use c.ai ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
go for very very low standards like outer appearance and go for good personality (he was the sweetest person ever but i couldnt deal w him )
With schizophrenia
Or u could just daydream until you can't tell the difference between reality and fiction/imagination
You gaslight him into thinking he's dooshik easy
How do i find a boyfriend who will love me like dooshik man