I still think it was an accident
Bc in the scene in question it didn't look like he was deliberately going to off himself
His hands were intact, not perfectly folded, bc as a musician his first instinct was to protect the hands so he could keep playing
But if I remember correctly he saw a black cat, which made him think of nana and that distracted him, which made him not brake at all (maybe he was intoxicated too? I don't remember).
But yeah, I think he had no intention of dying, even if things were rough with the drugs and nana :(
ohh that makes way more sense now, tysm!
does anyone know if ren's accident was somewhat on purpose? like suicide? bc they said when they found him his hands were perfectly folded which could imply that he put his hands like before the crash (and who would do that while driving in a hurry?) - im aware that he was speeding to avoid paparazzi but even takumi says that when they investigated it seemed like ren didn't hit the brakes. what do u guys think?