I'd totally get where your coming from if the story was supposed to be them in a bdsm relationship. The story so far goes the bottom happens to be a masochist and the seme is an obsessive controlling creep that has his hand in everything the main character does. If the seme was supposed to be a normal person yes very much a sicko, but the author took the time to write him weird on purpose.
I get it, it's why I'm not gonna rate it. I'm just frustrated that every time I think I finally find a good bdsm relationship it's just another victim/abuser manwha, I'm just tired of how many of these there are. I guess they're popular? I don't get why they honestly gross me out so I'm not going to keep reading hoping it gets good.
The consensual parts were so hot but then ml ruined it for me, I thought I found something for a sadist like me instead it's another boring and disgusting abusive relationship. Someone needs to introduce actual bdsm to authors because their minds would be blown! Instead it's always rape...