Yeah same! She was a terrible mother but the way she shows her regrets/the flashbacks she has and mental breakdown show how much she loves Lily now and I find this struggle very beautiful. I hope that she won't disappoint in the future and continue to make amends for Lily.
Thank you, someone finally said it. I really love how the author took their time to slowly mend her character. Because, Let's be honest, Realistically a person can not change overnight or just after a few weeks/months. She's still a bad mother though, but she's getting there. Just needs a little more time, I really do hope she doesn't messed up big time though. I think it would be nice to hear Atil call her mother or auntie at some point. Same goes to his majesty, because he really needs to put up his game
I was looking for this comment like you cant expect the mother to immediately change just coz she went back in time to change the past.
In a weird way I kind of like that Lily’s mom struggles with motherhood. I don’t like how abusive she was, but I think a character wanting to do better and struggling and recognizing that struggle is much more interesting than a character that is just immediately better.