All her life she knew nothing of her power's existence. And now she suddenly has them? How else is she gonna choose her fiance when they had a previous fight/misunderstanding prior to this and she thought it was her fault that Kiyoka was angry. From someone who has belongingness issue, that sht is scary. Having to realize you will have no place after choosing one wrong move.
Also, she feels she is a burden because honestly there is nothing Kiyoka can help at the moment since she doesn't know how to control her power. The one thing that's helping her become stable atm, is that barrier her grandpa's place have.
She can't choose her fiance because there is nothing she can do for him at the moment and yet here is an opportunity for her to control and know her power but that too she can't choose because she wants to be with her fiance. Don't you see how difficult of a situation that is? And that's why she can't choose. She literally can't choose which side because it's both important and necessary. Hence the duel instead.
You can't expect her to suddenly become an amazing fl overnight after all she's been through. Tsk. You're no less than those Saimoris who think less of her. Just saying..
All her life she knew nothing of her power's existence. And now she suddenly has them? How else is she gonna choose her fiance when they had a previous fight/misunderstanding prior to this and she thought it was her fault that Kiyoka was angry. From someone who has belongingness issue, that sht is scary. Having to realize you will have no place after choosing one wrong move.
Also, she feels she is a burden because honestly there is nothing Kiyoka can help at the moment since she doesn't know how to control her power. The one thing that's helping her become stable atm, is that barrier her grandpa's place have.
She can't choose her fiance because there is nothing she can do for him at the moment and yet here is an opportunity for her to control and know her power but that too she can't choose because she wants to be with her fiance. Don't you see how difficult of a situation that is? And that's why she can't choose. She literally can't choose which side because it's both important and necessary. Hence the duel instead.
You can't expect her to suddenly become an amazing fl overnight after all she's been through. Tsk. You're no less than those Saimoris who think less of her. Just saying..