beautiful

i dont think i can ever emotionally recover from banana fish. I'm not one to cry over anything but ive cried everyday since watching it. when i finished the anime i felt an empty sadness that i couldn't get rid of, so i knew i had to read the manga as well. garden of light seriously made the story a million times sadder and im so glad i read it. eiji looking at pictures of ash had me bawling. a simple reminder about banana fish is enough to make me tear up. beautiful story. i love ash and eiji so much. i swear i can talk about them for hours. their relationship is so painful and beautiful. i dont think any piece of media will ever be more important to me. this story physically pains me but i cannot stop myself from thinking of it. its really important to me that something has been able to make me feel so much. "him and hym" along with "moment" from the ost make me feel everything at once. im glad so many people share the same sadness as me. thank you for this incredible story