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Uh I don’t think he was actually blaming the friend. From the subtle context throughout the chapter, him saying that is basically saying that he’s blaming himself the most. He’s suffering from guilt and as a defense mechanism, and a little bit of toxicity, he blames the friend in his head when he fully knows that he doesn’t actually feel so. At least that’s how I interpret it from everything I’m reading between the lines. (Might be just me being delulu ngl)
Heads up, the mc is also suffering from mental illness himself since his mother’s death, seeing from his change to indifference to everything and some self-destructiveness as well. His unhealthy environment isn’t doing well to treat it either. I’m not saying that I’m defending him being an ass to the friend because he is, although i admit the calls were annoying even for me, he never sought to communicate properly with the friend either so that's on him. However it would be better to fully understand his situation and characterization.
I actually quite like the mc, he’s certainly very flawed but hey, he’s interesting.
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exactly. the amt of weird hatred that’s thrown at mc in these comments is crazy. literally had an argument with someone here abt how it’s mc’s fault for if he gets raped like damn yall the internalized misogyny is rampant here. like ur valid in disliking a character but thinking its their fault for literally being victims of rape or abuse just bc a character’s actions don’t align with ur personal beliefs is crazy
Yeah yeah he "had his reasons" but he's still a fucking bitch. He literally made his friend's suicide about himself saying things like "why'd you call me and make me feel guilty" like bro give it a rest for a second your friend fucking died. And he'll end up with the man who's probably gonna be the reason for his friend's death. Bye ain't reading this.