This is good. Yes, theres rape, but i only really hate rape in stories like this cause its usually portrayed in a way that make it seem like its not such a bad thing, even romantic at times. In this, Mc feels guilty and scared of what he did, but he holds onto the memory like its precious cause he thinks it will be the very last thing hell have of the seme. He know what he did is wrong, even when the seme constantly write to him, he doesnt have the courage to write back, because guilt eats away at him every times hes reminded of what he did, Mc is fucked up, understantably so with all the emotional trauma and physical abuse he had to go through with his other adoptive parents.
World-building is great. The way the emotions are portrayed is great. Only reason people hate it is cause well, people are icked by rape. But this is a story, and not every character in a story needs to be good, they just have to be written well. Its not romanticizing rape too, not like other manwha where rapist thinks shoving a dick in their hole or thrusting like maniac into someone elses hole is a romantic gesture. Mc knows what he did was wrong. But i imagine having no choice but to walk into your own death willingly does sonething strange to your brain chemistry.
This is good. Yes, theres rape, but i only really hate rape in stories like this cause its usually portrayed in a way that make it seem like its not such a bad thing, even romantic at times. In this, Mc feels guilty and scared of what he did, but he holds onto the memory like its precious cause he thinks it will be the very last thing hell have of the seme. He know what he did is wrong, even when the seme constantly write to him, he doesnt have the courage to write back, because guilt eats away at him every times hes reminded of what he did, Mc is fucked up, understantably so with all the emotional trauma and physical abuse he had to go through with his other adoptive parents.
World-building is great. The way the emotions are portrayed is great. Only reason people hate it is cause well, people are icked by rape. But this is a story, and not every character in a story needs to be good, they just have to be written well. Its not romanticizing rape too, not like other manwha where rapist thinks shoving a dick in their hole or thrusting like maniac into someone elses hole is a romantic gesture. Mc knows what he did was wrong. But i imagine having no choice but to walk into your own death willingly does sonething strange to your brain chemistry.