
I feel you. I have been waiting for some novels to get turned into manga like ESC (Mafia, Omegaverse BL) for example. It’s been ages since I saw the cover page. The art style is so good, the characters seem to be hot (Blonde Elite looking seme) and the tags are really interesting. I can't wait any longer! (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

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For you I'll recommend u to read BAD LIFE because it's not that mentally distressing because the uke actually gets revenge on them hah unlike the others
If you need any of the novel links tell me, I'll post it.. actually I've them all but for some reason it's really hard to find rn
NON ZERO SUM triggers: r*pe, gang bang, physical abuse (breaks legs with hockey sticks), kidnapping, confinement, wayy too much abuse
Uke has 3 friends
And has crush on 1 of them (ml) but refuses to confess his love cuz he doesnt wanna ruin his friendship...
Also it is revealed that uke is really poor,orphan and seme is really rich guy and uke has been able to go to school because of seme's help..
The 2 ml uke's friend takes advantage of the situation and asks to sleep with him to keep it a secret about uke's feelings towards the ml..
Uke complies.
One day the ml found out and then... Let's say lots of torture, aduse, violence happened...
Apparently because the ml actually wanted uke all to himself and when he found out that uke allowed second ml to bang him, that made the first ml so bad leading to all those actions.. ye the ml is a psychopath.. also I'm spoiling the ending because I feel there's a need for u to know , basically seme (ml) NEVER gets punished and just casually apologizes.. to uke and uke even forgives, guy was gone
BAD LIFE triggers: r*pe, gang bang, blackmail, almost r*ped by a horse
So basically uke is an illegitimate son of a really famous actress who used to confine him at home but as he grew up, it became really hard for him to remain at the same home as her because ppl started questioning who that boy was so at 17 or 16 the guy gets sent to a rich boarding school located at a very uncrowded place where rich ppl sent their f*cked up kids to hide so they can't come to public eye.. basically uke here meets 4 guys
1 guy lives all alone in a single room, uke lives in a room with another guy as roommates and 2 other guys live together in a room nearby uke... Basically they're all students in the boarding school and the block where they all live in at the top floor and separated from rest of the blocks/floors..
It's way too fucked I don't wanna ruin the twists so I'll just say that because of those 4 guys uke goes thru lots of bullying and violence and other things (sorry don't wanna ruin the twists)
BUT the best part is that uke actually fights back and the revenge part is really good,
Read it, you won't regret it
The third novel, the name in JP is really shitty and has a one shot manga too...
It's totally freaky.. trigger: r*pe, abuse, knife play
Basically a young school counselor finds of the students with lots of scars and believes that he's being abused at home.. so the school counselor opens up to the student about how he'll accept him the way he is, Alas that was a mistake.. the student (seme) r*pes the counselor after thoroughly manipulating the dh*t Outta him..
DAY 4 OF ASKING
Uke is an orphan. Works in the mansion where seme is the almost same age as him. Seme is gay and one day fell in love with a person he met. Uke had loved seme unrequitedly for many years before. Seme didn't wanted his parent's to know that he was gay. One day seme got to know uke is gay when he forced uke to confess. Uke really felt guilty because not only seme and uke were employer and employee but they were also close friends since childhood (the uke was working in the mansion since childhood and fell in love with seme because seme was the only one who talked to him as they were same age but other servants avoided uke cuz he was an unwanted orphan and the servants used to think uke will steal valuables and then run away from the mansion ). The seme next day(day after uke confessed his love and that he's gay to seme) asks uke to date him. The uke agrees happily. Turns out the seme's crush (the friend) went abroad and the seme just wanted his crush to be jealous of his relationship with uke. The uke and seme go on dates, and soon semevs parents, friends and servants get to know that. All of them think uke forced and seduced seme into a relationship so they start making uke's, life hell. Seme's friends often make fun of uke in front of seme and also say really mean things to uke when uke is alone. Uke never utters a word to seme eventhough he was hurting badly inside. Seme's parents feel disgusted with uke and call him out as a gold digger who' s after their money. And that they should've never allowed him to work in this, mansion. Uke never utters a word to seme eventhough he was hurting badly inside. The mansion's servants start gossiping about uke and give him dirty looks for being a gold digger. Some of them even start bullying uke more (he used to get bullied even before he started dating seme). 5 years pass. And uke is more in love with seme but seme often mistreats uke for caring about seme and is always rude to him. Whenever they have sex, it's really rough but uke is always badly hurt after sex but never says a thing to seme because he doesn't want seme to be sad or hold back. One day seme asks to break up with uke. And the uke is really shocked. And asks seme whatever is the reason for seme' s decision and without even hearing the reason he keeps on apologising. The seme ignores uke and leaves the room. Apparently seme's crush (the first love) came back from abroad back to their country. It is thsn revealed that seme only dated uke because he was poor and orphan but his first love was rich and from a good background. Since seme was gay, he knew his parents would have a hard time accepting any person he dates. So he wanted his parents to see that he's upgraded his boyfriend (from an orphan servant to a rich young master) so that his parents fully support him. What is the title?