I haven’t read this since January 2023 because it affected me so much. I found myself feeling genuinely terrible while reading it. This is the first time a story has made me this anxious at the thought of reading it again. Even after a couple of months. This may sound dramatic but I’m not in a good mental place and this shit is false hope after false hope. Great writing and art.. just depressing asf. I saw this on a list and thought I’d leave a comment to recount my experience. Literally the most depressing shit ever. No I don’t think I’m ever going to read it again but yes it’s written well. From what I remember. Don’t read if you’re trying to recover from depression, anxiety, or any other shit. Damn this really sounds dramatic but from what I remember, after finishing it I told myself to seriously never read it again until I’m better.
I haven’t read this since January 2023 because it affected me so much. I found myself feeling genuinely terrible while reading it. This is the first time a story has made me this anxious at the thought of reading it again. Even after a couple of months. This may sound dramatic but I’m not in a good mental place and this shit is false hope after false hope. Great writing and art.. just depressing asf. I saw this on a list and thought I’d leave a comment to recount my experience. Literally the most depressing shit ever. No I don’t think I’m ever going to read it again but yes it’s written well. From what I remember. Don’t read if you’re trying to recover from depression, anxiety, or any other shit.
Damn this really sounds dramatic but from what I remember, after finishing it I told myself to seriously never read it again until I’m better.