Ehehe right? ( ∩ˇ ᴗ ˇ∩)♡
About Chinatsu-san,
I know a thing or two about guilt. I do.
And I really see her and feel her…
Guilt makes you do seriously counterproductive things. It’s a difficult cycle of
feel guilty > do wrong things > feel guiltier > fucking up again cause you’re so consumed by the guilt you can’t see what’s in front of you > fucking up > feeling guiltier > guiltier > guiltier until it’s just become its own living and breathing thing, like a curse on your shoulder lol.
Hmm. I really feel her…
And basically… you just don’t KNOW how to deal with this ugly monstrous glooping thing stuck to you, you know…
You’re really fucking exhausted all the time
And confused. Oh, boy. Confused. Probably the most torturous part of it.
Like you really want to do the right things…
But the longer this cycle continues and the stronger this ouroboros gets,
You just stop being the doer at some point.
It starts doing everything. And of course you blame yourself for it —
More blame than anyone else could put on you.
And it’s because she was confused that everyone around her was confused.
Tsuguya, who got the kind of response which he did,
His struggles became way too much to handle for someone of his age, no matter a child first and an adult later, because the aunt was actually confused, but nobody knew that.
So yeah, confusion’s definitely got the dirtiest hands here.
And you’re saved by clarity.
You’re saved by clarity. (You: the aunt, the guilt’s host)
I hope that cleared something up.
I really like the characters, love the way they’re built for real.
Real, smart, deep, dynamic… beautiful, lovely…
Different from each other, and yet complimenting each other so well that it really wraps the story up in valuable parchment… haha.
Bless them.
Makes sense... but what an unproductive way of dealing with anything..
Truly respect teachers like these 2, who not only provide good academic education but also provide moral support to their students.
Love that Yanagi who is an omega and understands the difficultly of being an omega in a world where discrimination is rampant, reassures his student that he will support her. And Asanaga talks about ways to deal with alpha ruts and supporting them. Both encourage their students to break the barriers of sexes and see each other for who they are.
This encouraged the other teachers to pitch in as well.
Wonderful read. Breath of fresh air after reading a lot of $hi!t lately.
Also, taller uke and shorter seme, and the taller one did not turn out to be light haired. Averted Light haired uke stereotype. Awesome.
I don't quite understand the inner workings of the aunt though. Like why would you neglect a child, when you feel that you were responsible for his parent's death.