For sure! Some BL's I'd recommend that personally made me cry is Pearl Boy, A Home Far Away, December Rain, The Pizza Delivery Guy, Dangerous Convenience Store Love, and Missing Love. Now mind you these are extremely dark so read with caution.
Some one shots that will leave you BROKEN are Asagao wa Yoru kara Saku, my childhood friend was a god, Kosha Ura no Natsu. They are a bit more tame than the ones I listed but nevertheless they are angsty. Happy reading!
Also given!
December rain
ways of parting, 1866, cacoon of the heart, palace of bardo
if anyone has anymore recommendations for stuff like this please give…!