if jun isnt good to subin, then what has he done thats bad to him ? im confused because i seriously love jun sm
I think everyone forgets Jun got to Subin by taking advantage of Subin's broken heart. Even in this update he asked the question first but when Subin asked it in return he isn't even able to give a positive answer. He's selfish to constantly want affirmation of their relationship from Subin while offering none. Not to mention he's much older but emulsion stunted. He's only ever passionate with Subin when he's afraid to lose him.
Maybe a spoiler ahead:
True. He swooped in when subin was vulnerable. It's no wonder subin keeps trying to run away only to be pulled back by familiarity. There was a security he got used to having. Now even subin who wants to leave and try again with hyeonwoo, can't because he doesn't really feel like he can let go of Jun, regardless of how he feels Jun no longer even cherishes him like he used to feel he did. It's like Jun caught him in a web he doesn't know how to escape from while simultaneously using the same web as a safety blanket. Que lastima.... And return, even Jun doesn't know if the web is what he really wants now even though it's one he can't help but return to. But subin is already waiting inside it regardless... I don't know what they'll do now. Wether it turns into a cycle or wether hyeonwoo pulls subin out of the web so everyone can begin to look at where each actually stands emotionally. Even though hyeonwoo was cruel, he might be the catalyst to finally unweave this web they all somehow got caught in.
I really appreciate the complexity of the relationship you're drawing here. In the original post I was just upset at the fact that people were ignoring how complex their relationship is. Thanks for sharing this.
Yeah, thank you too. I had a weird feeling I was upset about something with the love triangle. I feel for them all in a way. Reading your comment helped me untangle the knots. In the end there wasn't anyone to blame imo. Each one played a role in falling for each other, its like they built the web day by day, then forgot why it was built. Some tried to walk away, but then slowly got tangled so far that perhaps it felt like it was where they belonged.
I hate the Jun love. He's not nice and he's not good to Subin. He's selfish. People only like him cause he's better than Hyunwoo. Honestly Subin isn't that great either, but at least he's honest about himself. At this point I hope none of them end up together.